happenings

somehow the mind gets restive when i dont indulge in writing. feels like a remedial drug and i can breathe in peace after absorbing myself in it. the mind is always bursting but one doesnt get time to sit and expand on those thoughts.

been a long gap. much has ensued. today's newspapers say that 2012 cannot be the end of the world, well, that is just one opinion. someways i wish it would be what the mayan calendar indicates. maybe there is too much arrogance and maybe we deserve an apocalyptic world..and maybe, just maybe the indigo children will make a difference.

the new budget has imposed taxes on every credit card a person owns..that would mean increased charity since i have seven. it is time to cut down to one, or two conceivably.everything happens for a valid reason, good or bad. sigh!!

the fan gave way today...everything is aging like me. i still managed to display on and fasten it with cellotapes and make it work. amazing how creative the mind gets facing the end of the road.

the washing machine is producing a huge clamour...so loud that we ourselves got a scare. with halloween around the corner, we can perchance celebrate it this way. mum says it is time we purchase a new one but i say, we will get used to the racket. let it completely collapse, only then i will decide. lol.

over the weekend, i also had a childhood relationship go bad. strange how sensitive people can be, and even more arrogant. do we blame ourselves for relationships that go sour? it does take two to tango but when you want to meet someone half way, and he doesnt, are you doing your part of the dance?

it has been raining. the rain is beautiful..have always been in love with it, but not when i am on the bike. it kills. both time and effort.

i sit for my bike test this thursday, the 29th. i still worry about the bridge. i hope i can make it above seven seconds. i have postponed it too long, its time i face those dreadful officers.

there are some friends you could have for more than 15 years who dont seem to know you no matter how close, and there are some who you have just met, who will give their lives for you...pretty bizarre that time doesnt really play a role in friendship.

when we are down, we oft forget those times when we were happy. some say we can be constantly happy if we choose to be. would i want to choose that? i think it is amazing to experience all feelings...sad, happy, down, up, regret, gratitude, everything...makes you a whole person. so i believe its great to feel down too..life offers many perspectives and as many possibilities..isnt it great that we always have a choice?